I am beginning to think that Lille has something on my muse. I was in no mood to write, and the muse hasn't been talking for ages. Then Lille says write me something to cheer me up. So what does the muse do? Jumps right up and writes her a little something.

So Lille what do you have on my muse? And do you think you can get it to work for me?

I am beginning to think Lille is trying to spare my feelings. She's telling me what I have been writing lately is good but I know it's not. I don't know why I bother to write but the muse won't leave me alone until I put it down. Which would be ok...but then I end up sending it to Lille or even more stupidly I post it somewhere. Save me from myself people, PLEASE!

..Ok. I have been blaming Lille for a lot of things lately. So this shouldn't be a big surprise...yes it's totally HER fault. If it weren't for her I would never haven't written anything. Yes I know, people have read stories that have been written under my name, but most have been with my co-author Magrat Convert. I am just a very shy lurker who has no trust in her ability to write anything.

Then along came Lille. She dragged me kicking and screaming into IM convos. She liked what Convert and I wrote. We discovered that we both have a somewhat warped sense of humor. We started throwing plot bunnies back and forth...which means I'm the one who got bitten more often than not. So with her encouragement (DO IT! DO IT!) and belief in me (*slap up aside of the head*) I took a stab at my own writing. I'm lucky if I hit 100 words, but I seem able to get the feeling across in those few words. And that little 400 word story for her was a miracle.

She helps me get my jittery brain to work and get things in order. For that I want to say THANK YOU lillehafrue . Without you nothing would have every been written, even if most will never see the light of day.

I love you, girl. You totally rock my world.

Rule #1

Never talk to Lille while listening to music. You never know where the conversation will go.

Rule #2

Never, ever write what plot bunnies she gives you while listening to said music.


Now I need to run and hide. Thanks Lille!

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Ok Lille...here they are.

OH LORD! Looks like the Tracy boys are back with a vengeance. I have feeling this story is going to kick our ass just like 'Cause' did. Heaven help us. And L be prepared because we'll be crying on your shoulder...AGAIN!

When checking Fanlib today.....I was totally shocked and surprised to find that one of our stories was featured on the carousel. YAY! What a way to make a bad day better. And really came at a time when I was once a again thinking my writing sucks (yes I know Lille you're gonna slap me upside the head for that.  Just back in the 'Doubting Thomas' phase.)

Nice to know life can still throw some pleasant things my way.

I am so amazed at the reviews we are getting for the story. They really like it. Maybe I'll come out from under my rock if the next chapter gets such good reviews.

The Gordon story is finally posted. Got two reviews already. Both nice.

YEA! The story is finished. Now just needs to be put into word and have spell check and grammar program go over it. Then it will be ready to post. I'll crawl under my rock when we start posting.

Just so mad. I am having a disagreement with co-author. I want the story to go one way and she wants it go a different way. It's my idea so it should go my way. At least we both agree on the ending. Just not how to get there.

Must write this down so I don't lose it. Neil story. Scene Kat packing. Picks up teddy bear. Flashback. John and Kat out on date. He buys teddy bear dress as astronut. Try to decide on name. He suggests Jeff. She playfully slaps him. Then he suggests Scott or John or Virgil or Gordon or Alan. Slaps him again. No way after his brothers. Decide on Neil Armstong. John goes To get name put on suit. Comes back with it and it reads Neil Armstrong Tracy.

So very HAPPY! Just got a new review on the story posted on ff.net.

Don't want to write John story. Has me crying already and nothing is down on paper yet. Jeff has given up on him and Scott wishes Brains had given him the antidote even though he knows it would kill him. I hate them both. JOHN WILL NOT DIE.

Well we have finally figured out the end of our story. Of course now we just have to figure out how to get from where we are to there. OH FUN. Trouble is had a vivid dream and another story is trying to be written. At least this time it's a John story. Not good for John though. Poor guy gets the worst end of the stick. Must finish Gordon Fic first. Also try and finish sequel. Neil story will go on back burner since can't get plot ideas just character ideas.

Damn thing is up to chapter 16 with at least another 4 to go. Don't think it will ever be finished. Doesn't help that another story keeps popping into head. Just write down basic ideas for it so that we can concentrate on the first one. Just don't want to lose ideas for the new story. Why can't it wait until the other one is finished.

Well the story is up to chapter 12 and we just finished the flashback. Now comes the hard part. How do we put the family back together? Scott is being such a bastard. It's probably going to take at least two chapters to get him to forgive Gordon. OK OK I know Gordon hurt Alan but Alan forgave him so why can't Scott? They are driving me crazy. I'm still having trouble believing that we are writing a Gordon fic when my fave is John and her's is Virgil. Go figure. All I know is that fic demanded to be written so that's what we are doing.

Why am I doing this? Everyone is going to hate it. I should just crawl under my rock and stay there. I can't take the idea of bad reviews. I am already sick to my stomach and I haven't even posted it yet. I hate myself.

I can't believe it. The story is already up to chapter 10 with no end in sight. It's driving me crazy. I started with just a little bit of a scene in a nightmare and it's taken on a life of it's own. I never intended to write this story but it wouldn't leave me alone. I'll be glad when it's done and posted. Hopefully by the end of May. Won't post until finished writing.

I am hating this day even more. It's still snowing. Did something completely stupid at work. Was hunkered down to talk to some regular customers when I fell over backwards and hit my head on the table behind me. Luckily only the customers I was talking to saw. Now I have a headache and bump on the head. SO STUPID!

At least with the Thunderbird fic I was able to get a hold of the co-author and will get together with her later this week and work out the rewrite I was thinking of, also check out the rewrite she was thinking about.

I know we are posting it at ff.net but maybe also at fab_1.